Insomnia

Tonight, I can’t close my eyes  again

 I don’t know exactly what the reason

I just can’t stop my mind to think, and to remember

It’s almost about him

Oh no, it’s all about him

Oh God, he always stag on my mind!

That’s why I hate him so much!

As much as i love him

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But I think,

He doesn’t loves me as much as I love him

He doesn’t respects to me as much as I respect to him

He doesn’t fight for me as hard as my fight for him

In this our way, I feel so loneliness

Loving ang fighting alone

I do everything for him, but he’s not

I give averything for him. but he’s not

I fight anything for him, but he’s not do the same for me

I’m so alonely. Do you know that?

It’s so painfull, It’s broke my fragile heart, It’s so make me hurt

What should i do? I don’t know anyway

If i can, I really want throw him away from my mind, my heart even my life

I wish i can do that, so this pain will be end forever, and this tears will stop to drop avery night

But, it’s just a dream